Beginning Again

by Franz Wright

“If I could stop talking, completely
cease talking for a year.  I might begin
to get well,” he muttered.
Off alone again performing
brain surgery on himself
in  small badly lit
room with no mirror.  A room
whose floor, ceiling and walls
are all mirrors, what a mess
oh my God-

And still
it stands,
the question
not how begin
again, but rather

Why?

So we sit there
together
the mountain
and me, Li Po
said, until only the mountain
remains.

-from God’s Silence